I do believe that in each person, may it be a man or a woman, there's a whore that wants to be conquered lurking subconciously - jitajamilFor the past few months, say six months, I have been fantasizing about being plundered and pillaged by an Indonesian. My definition of plundered for obvious reason is of sexual in nature, and watching porn of Indonesians having sex fuel this fantasy to a greater height, perhaps not Everest but orgasmic-level nonetheless.
So, when I had a chance of being chatted up by this Indonesian guy recently, I was thinking that my fantasy will come to form and the circle will be complete. In my mind, I was thinking of a cock with the size of what is seen in the picture ...
I am after all a size queen. Size matters to me. I do not give a fuck if he has a premature ejaculation, all I am obsessed about is the size and the length. BTW - blowing small cock put strain on your jaw and you could up with locked jaw, trust me .. I am an expert in blowing cock.
Back to the story, this particular Indonesian man is still new in Malaysia. He arrived from Madura, Indonesia about a month ago, and has been helping his friend doing some renovation work for some shop in KL. Again, my fantasy is falling into places - Indonesian, Contract Worker, Tall, Skinny, Sunburnt skin - If I have a vagina this is the time when I can conclude that I am wet and so in need for a fuck.
We never talked about names, age, and other petty menial things (for fuck's sake, I want to have sex .. not a relationship) and when he asked whether I am in retail, I just say politely 'Baby .. I like sex cos it's fun, and I am a fun-loving person' .. off course, if I am being honest to myself, it's because my fantasy is telling me 'bitch..this guy is Indonesian, and we have been fantasizing about being fucked by an Indonesian, and he could fuck you good with his big, thick, long cock'.
I know, I am a bit schizo-ish when it comes to a fuck, but who's not?
Along the way, he expressed his interest of having sex. I think the exact word was 'Let's fuck!'. I told him that I live nearby and he could come over. He declined as he's afraid that he might get caught. Made sense: Illegal Immigrant, from Indonesia, people can assume he's a thief.
Thinking that my fantasy will be dashed to smithereen, I smiled acknowledging that I will not get my fuck after all. Then he said 'What about here?' .. I looked around and here is .. try to visualize, people .. two old flats joining together, two rows of shops and a medium-sized parking area.
'Here?' I asked .. My fictional reaction was similar to a virgin having her first fuck, but truth is, my non-fictional reaction subconsciously was ..'I fucking hit a jackpot. My fantasy wanting to do a my kind of fantasy fuck: The fucking great outdoor..Yippeee'. So fucking George Michael, I tell you and how apt was the moment .. I had 'Fast Love' sung by George Michael ringing in my head.
I was thinking 'Damn..I hit my holy grail. This is it. The Circle is complete. I am one'.
We rushed to the side of the building. It was fast love, hurried sex. It was adrenalin-pumping moment. I was stoked. 'I am gonna get fuck.. I am gonna get fuck..I am gonna get fuck' chanted like a mantra.
As we stand next to the dimly side of the building, in the great outdoor .. soon to have a great outdoor sex, he became overly-hurried. White Rabbit of Alice in Wonderland pace-like. Was it because afraid of being caught? Was it because he was fucking horny? There's no foreplay aka I didn't have a chance to blow him. All I can remember, he unzipped and he tried to unzipped my jeans, and before I manage to grab his cock, I was looking at the wall side of the building, bending over.
I felt something inside of me. One thrust. Two thrusts.
'I came' .. he shouted.
'Huh?' .. 'I came!' .. 'Err, huh?'
Instant noodle cooked longer and I am not even sure whether I was really fucked. Even I was, was it with a tooth pick? I turned around and I saw a glimpse of his cock.
My fantasy turned into a nightmare. I was fucked with a cock with the size of an artline pen. I am devastated. I am horrified. I am troubled. I am in trauma.
Fast Forward, I met a friend for a drink. Sensing that I have a numb slash comatose look on my face, he asked me why and I confided in him. Ever the optimist, Chik looked at me and said 'Babe .. Indonesia is big. There's Bali, Java, Surabaya, Padang, Medan .. You've only being fucked by one area, so to speak .. you have to do each part of Indonesia before you can throw in the hotel'
My eyes lighted up. How silly of me .. Now, I have a renewed fantasy - 'I have to do each section of Indonesia to fulfill the real meaning of being fucked by Indonesian'.
Till then .. the hunt is on!
