it's not that I don't want .. I am just too fucked for it!

You can't lose something that you never had - Kate Hudson as Andie in How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days

A question that has been asked of me numerous times in numerous location by numerous people will be quite suprising, in fact it's not even sexual. The question in question would be

"Don't you want to be in a serious monogamous relationship?" which my standard (generic) reply would be "It's just not for me". Somehow this answer is not exactly what the questioner is hoping to hear and usually they will give a sympathetic look to hide the "Yeah, righttt!" but truth is .. again, drumroll.. Love is not for me.

Truth is I am commitment phobic. Truth is I hate being owned and the act of ownership. Truth is I am too independent. Truth is I can't fuck, suck, go to bed and wake up with the same person every damn day. Truth is I am easily bored. Truth is I have slept with single and married men, so much for the sanctity of marriage. Truth is I am not a good material to be made a lover. Truth is I am not attractive at all - for one night stand and fuck in the dark, yes..but under the broad daylight, I doubt it. Truth is I have tried relationships but I came out of it being miserable, depressed and bored.

Truth is I have no inclination towards feely-touchy moment, I find it whack! Truth is I am not a real woman therefore I doubt the fairytale ending of happily ever after will never exist. Truth is I like the hunt for a man better, and once I slept with them, I will lost interest. Truth is there's too many men and too little time. Truth is ... well, the biggest truth of them all would be ... I am a slut!


Now..shall we watch yet another out-of-uniform policeman? I guess it's time to fingerfuck myself!!

thirst ...

People take sex so seriously - Christina Aguilera

Instead of putting alphabets together to make a word and joining them together to make a sentence, and adding few sentences to make a paragraph, and ensuring that the paragraphs of sentences make sense .. I am taking the easy route by putting a visual instead. The visual is simple and it says a lot about what I find HOT in a man and what I love the most when having sex, thus .. why this entry is called 'thirst' and answered your burning question of .. 'do you swallow?'

Memories ... & It's NOT a fucking musical

when I see a man, I feel like I am looking at a fridge; I wonder whether he's well-stocked! - jitajamil

I came across this video and became nostalgic. I almost shed a tear thinking that I used to and enjoy doing that -- just watch the video ok, while I search for a tissue.